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Treasuring Our
Human Virtues for the Church Life
We Have Received the Divine Life with Its Capability, Attributes, and
Virtues
When we received the Lord Jesus as our Savior we were regenerated with
the divine life, and in this life we received many capabilities, attributes
and virtues. Every life has its ability, so the divine life we have within
us also has its ability, or capability. In this life we receive God's
attributes, such as righteousness, holiness, love and light. When these
attributes are realized by us, they become our virtues. Therefore, the
only way to have a truly virtuous humanity is to be born again, because
it is only through the divine life that genuine virtue can be exercised.
Our ability in our exercise to produce something for God must coincide
with the development of the virtues which come forth from the operation
of the divine attributes. If this is not the case, what we produce out
of our ability will be of no value to the Lord. In fact, our exercise
will only produce problems in the church life.
Many pastors and evangelists possess a great amount of talent and are
able to carry out a large work. Among these, some have not paid attention
to the divine attributes, such as righteousness and holiness, and therefore
their virtues did not develop properly. Such a person's capability only
puts the Lord to shame. This should be a warning to us also. It is your
humanity that proves where you really are. If you are a person manifesting
the divine attributes through human virtues, you are qualified to exercise
according to your ability and to build up the Body of Christ. It is your
virtues that determine whether or not your ability in the church life
will be profitable.
If we were asked what makes a brother useful to the Lord, we would probably
answer zeal, spiritual knowledge, or experience. Brothers possessing these
qualities, however, are those who cause turmoil in the church. Few who
are cold or backslidden damage the church. When damage comes about, it
is nearly always due to zealous, desirous, capable full-timers, elders,
or other manifested ones. Of course, we need the full-timers, the elders,
and those who are manifested among us. Without the human virtues to back
up his service, however, a person can be very prevailing, rich, exercised,
and influential, but his exercise will still be inadequate and can even
be damaging. Eventually, we all must realize that our spiritual labor
and exercise has to be backed up by a high and fine humanity full of the
human virtues.
The following virtues are most crucial for your exercise as a brother
in the church life. In each of these three pairs, the first item serves
as a base, and the second item is a kind of exercise. Every genuine believer,
through the life he received at regeneration, is: 1. pure and trusting.
2. longing after the Lord and pursuing the Lord and the things of the
Lord. 3. poor in spirit and open.
Satan's Strategy
Satan's strategy is simply to damage these virtues. He doesn't care about
the means, whether good or evil, worldly or spiritual; his goal is to
corrupt the relationship with Christ and the other believers that is kept
by these virtues. As we grow in the church life, opportunity after opportunity
comes up for Satan to damage our virtues. This is why we must guard the
virtues we have received, being aware of what Satan is after. His strategy
is to get us to lose our purity, our longing, our being poor in spirit,
and our simplicity, because without these virtues we cannot be used by
the Lord to fulfill His desire.
We commonly think that Satan's strategy is to tempt us to sin. Actually,
temptation and failure often drive us to the Lord. It is our spiritual
success that is more often our downfall. For instance, a brother who smokes
knows shame. But how about a brother who feels he is so prevailing and
is secretly proud? Which brother can damage the church more? Those who
think they are overcomers are more likely to fall into Satan's trap. Those
who serve the Lord and give conferences are more susceptible to lose their
virtue, because they become more concerned about their own effectiveness
or field of labor than the Lord's interest. Satan's goal is to cause us
to live by or for something other than God alone. To do this, he must
rob us of the virtues that keep us healthy and normal as brothers in the
church life. If, as a full-timer, your aim is solely Christ, you can become
a great blessing to the church. Because you are a full-timer, however,
you are more likely to do spiritual things apart from Christ than those
who are young or less involved in the church life. The more we desire
to serve the Lord and become active in the church life, the more we need
to hear this word.
1. PURE AND TRUSTING
A. The Pure in Heart Enjoy a Pure God
God Himself is a pure God. He is not complicated. Among all the virtues,
this is the foremost. In Matthew 5:8 the Lord says that the pure in heart
are blessed because they shall see God. In other words, when you are pure,
you are rewarded with God Himself.
In order to guard this purity, we must be on the alert that no other desire
creeps in. No other desire, even the desire for spiritual attainment,
should replace our desire for God. Any other desire that develops in our
hearts will damage our desire for God. If we are able to come to God with
such a pure heart, whatever we do will be purely for God. When we testify,
it will be for God. When we read the Bible, we will read the Bible for
God. When we go to the meetings, we will go to the meetings for God. Our
whole existence will just be for God alone. In return, God will reward
us with more of Himself and we will grow in this experience. In such a
way our purity, our desire, and our ability for God will develop.
A pure person experiences a pure God, and a complicated person experiences
a complicated God. For example, Judas seemed to experience a Jesus who
rewarded his stealing. Judas was the one in charge of the money among
Jesus' disciples. To Judas, Jesus seemed to be one who kept giving him
money to steal, because Jesus knew he was a thief. He experienced Christ,
but He experienced a seemingly complicated Christ, because he himself
was so complicated. This is the one that betrayed the Lord. If you are
complicated, you will experience a complicated God. If you are pure, you
will experience a pure God.
When we are pure, we see God in all things. If things go our way, we will
see God in it. If things do not go our way, we still see God in it. Whether
we receive an answer to our prayer or not, we will see God. We will see
God in all our circumstances. If we desire nothing but God Himself, it
will become a blessing to us, and we ourselves will become a blessing
in the church life.
However, it is hard for anyone to be in the church life and still be pure.
Other motives are always rising up. We always have to check with ourselves.
We are not that simple. For example, if we declare we desire to be "money-making
full-timers," it may be because we like to make money and not because
of the Lord's leading. It is too easy for us to lose our purity towards
God.
B. The Pure in Heart Enjoy a Pure Bible
Furthermore, we need to come to the Word as our pure nourishment. According
to 1 Peter 2:2, the Word itself is pure, guileless and straightforward,
without anything hidden or crafty. There is nothing deceitful about the
Bible. No other book on earth bears such a characteristic. Even the works
of Charles Dickens are full of contrived characters and twists of plot.
Even school textbooks are full of evil things. We have been raised up
in a society that is cynical. The Bible is so pure, but according to our
nature and upbringing we are impure readers. This is why many people arrive
at such strange interpretations of the Bible - because the purity of the
Bible doesn't match their impurity as readers.
Anyone who loses their purity also loses their ability to read the Bible.
Some spend so much time in the Word and get so little; others receive
so much after a short time. This is because some are complicated and some
are simple and pure. When a pure person reads the pure Word, the two correspond
and light comes forth. To such a person the Word is nourishing and operational.
When we come to the Word out of a pure desire to contact God in the Word,
we receive God Himself in the Word. When we come to the Word to receive
the nourishment there, with no other motive, then we receive the very
nourishment that constitutes us good ministers of Jesus Christ.
When you are serving the Lord full-time, you often are expected to speak.
Therefore you often prepare something. This is where you can lose your
purity. We shouldn't go to the Word just to receive revelation for the
sake of our message. We should go to the Word to receive nourishment and
revelation for ourselves first. Then, out of such a pure and simple motive,
we will be able to minister to others as well. Too often I have seen brothers
prepare for a message for the sake of discharging their duty. Perhaps
their hearers received something, but they themselves lost something of
their purity.
C. The Pure in Heart Enjoy a Pure Church Life
What is the deciding factor of the church life? The deciding factor of
the genuine church life is aggressive pursuing after Christ. I am concerned
that among us many are more concerned about what they would like to do
rather than what the Lord is doing. Sometimes when I look at the lack
of pursuing among us, I wonder whether we should just give up and sell
the meeting hall. There is no poorer situation for the church to be in
than to be in a condition where there is no pursuing.
Eventually your purity is tested by this aspect of the genuine church
life. Do you want to be with those who are pursuing the Lord out of a
pure heart or not? If we are in the church life out of habit or simply
because it satisfies some religious aspect of our nature, that is a shame.
Furthermore, if we are focused only on what burdens us while we are in
the church life, that is also a shame. We should be for what the church
is burdened for. What the church is doing should hold the first priority.
If you are not for what the church is for, the things you are interested
in will come to be of no value anyway.
D. Trusting Comes Out of Purity
Your ability to trust comes out of our purity. If you are unable to trust
the church, you are not pure. Even if the elders are mistaken in all their
decisions, I would still trust the church, because I realize the Lord
is here. Can the elders make a decision that the Lord cannot handle? Besides,
how do you know something is truly a wrong decision? The Lord is able
to handle every situation. If you feel you cannot trust the decisions
of the elders or the direction in the church any longer, it doesn't mean
you have developed or are experienced, it means you are defiled. If you
have an opinion about everything in the church life, it means you have
lost your purity.
You also have to trust the Lord according to His promise for your daily
life. He promised food and covering. He didn't promise air conditioning
or a certain kind of car. When we are lacking in purity, we become complicated.
This is why many full-timers are tempted to get a job when their standard
of living drops; they cannot trust the Lord according to His promise.
We need to fight to keep our purity and if we have lost it, we need to
fight to regain it. In this we really need the Lord's mercy. The church
life is constituted with these three elements: the pure God, the pure
Word, and pursuing in the pure companionship. When you are pure, you are
trusting. You trust God, the Word, and the church life. When we are impure,
then we cannot trust God, because we have our own choice and preference.
We cannot trust the Word, because we have our own standard of living.
And we cannot trust the church life, because we are just for ourselves.
Eventually what manifests your purity the most is your trust towards the
church life. How you are towards the church life manifests your purity
more than any other thing. Your trust to the Lord and the Word depends
upon what you are asked to trust the Lord and the Word for. Your trust
to the church life, however, cannot be selective. Either you are standing
fully one with the church or you are not standing fully one with the church.
All those who are church-goers bear the mark of not trusting the church.
The person who has confidence in the church is a person who fully stands
one with the church. Brothers, is there any way for those who do not trust
the church to be fully built together with others in the church life?
Such saints disassociate themselves and become factious. On the other
hand, how blessed is the church life where so many brothers trust the
church and pursue together according to its direction!
You may say the church makes mistakes. This, however, does not justify
anyone to stop trusting the church. Parents make many mistakes in raising
their children, but the children still trust their parents, because they
are pure. I have seen many mistakes made in the leadership. But it is
not decisions I trust; it is the church. Even though a decision may seem
to be wrong, by the operation of the Body even wrong decisions produce
a way for the church to be built up. As long as I am trusting the church,
I am profited by whatever happens.
2. LONGING AND PURSUING
Whoever has tasted the Lord longs after the Lord and the things of the
Lord (1 Pet. 2:2-3). This longing is within even the most backslidden
Christian. Outwardly someone may seem to forget about Christ, but inwardly
this longing still is deep within them. Any time a backslider is brought
back to the very life that he received at the moment he first touched
the Lord, that life will operate to bring him back to a healthy desire
for Christ. In your caring for others, this is a great secret.
A. The Secret: Deeply Touching Our Spirit and the Spirits of Others
This is also the secret for our own going on. What really works is to
touch our spirit. Are we able to touch our spirit? Are we able to touch
another's spirit? If we are, this solves the main problem. Outwardly we
may perceive a number of reasons why a person is cold. God only sees one
problem, which is a lack of the Spirit. Actually, all the problems boil
down to this one problem: a shortage of God's divine life.
Many brothers consider being full-time. They consider the obstacles involved.
The only obstacle, however, is a lack of aggressive touching of the spirit.
If the operation of life within you is not aggressive enough, then every
price you have to pay and every spiritual thing you have to do will seem
a trial and a hardship. What you need is to do is to get crazy in your
spirit. Touch the Lord to the degree that your life becomes filled with
Him. When you are crazy in your spirit, then everything will become simple,
because longing and pursuing are right there in the divine life you already
possess.
We are very active in group meetings, going out to visit others, and so
on. We talk much and study and consult and help one another. Yet how much
do we really touch one another deeply in the spirit? To touch one another
in this way is the only way to bring out the longing and pursuing. I can
be caught by your neighborhood meeting and really become redeemed and
even realize I no longer belong to myself but to God. But my life has
only cracked open a little, because in the operation of life I have only
been helped to a small degree. Therefore my desire only reaches to a certain
point. I tell you brothers, for life to work, you need to touch another's
spirit deeply. The more we are filled with the living presence of Christ,
the more we will become a person longing after Him and pursuing Him as
His lover.
B. Satan Strategy: To Stuff Us with Other Things
Satan seeks to damage
our longing by stuffing us with other things. Once we are stuffed with
the world or with spiritual things, we lose our longing after Christ.
We may appear the same outwardly, but, like a Chinese dumpling, the inward
filling may be of a different variety. We may be filled by something of
the world, such as our job; or we may be filled with something spiritual,
like developing a spiritual work. The church in Laodicea was stuffed with
spiritual things, but was neither hot nor cold for the Lord. The Lord
said, "I wish you were hot or cold" (Rev. 3:15). The Laodiceans might
have been able to say they were rich in spiritual knowledge, but the Lord
perhaps would have replied, "I wish you did not have such knowledge."
Once you are filled with these things, it becomes difficult for you to
recapture your longing for Christ.
We may unwittingly become Satan's accomplices when we rejoice at a brother's
business success. Satan is working to stuff this brother in order to kill
his longing after Christ, and we are shouting hallelujah. If Satan is
frustrated in his attempt to fill a brother with something of the world,
he will seek to satiate him with spiritual things. And we may still encourage
this, not realizing how this will damage this brother's virtue of longing.
We encourage many brothers to give messages and rejoice when they do a
good job. But how many of these brothers can give a normal testimony of
the experience of Christ?
Some may say, "If this is the case, there is no way to go on. It is impossible."
It is not impossible; it is just a matter of guarding what you already
have. Within us there is such a life. We need to spend time to touch this
life. Then our heart will spontaneously be possessed of a longing after
Christ and an exercise to pursue after Him.
3. POOR IN SPIRIT AND OPEN
The Lord's speaking in Matthew 5 begins with, "Blessed are the poor in
spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of the heavens" (Matt. 5:3)." Why is
this? Because this was a time of transition, from the old to the new covenant.
This tells us that in order to be able to go forward with the Lord as
He is moving, we need to be poor in our spirit. Being poor in spirit always
opens the way for us to enter into new experiences and new revelation.
The footnote for this verse says that "to be poor in spirit is not only
to be humble but also to be emptied in our spirit, in the depth of our
being." If your spirit is emptied, you are not boasting, proud, critical,
or selective. When you are empty, you have the ability to receive. In
the church life, criticism and selectivity are indication of sickness.
Many come to the meetings and judge others. Sometimes there may be criticism,
such as, "Why don't we preach the gospel more?" or "Why don't we read
the Bible more often?" Eventually the church life encounters difficulty
because of all the "why don't we's." The saints love the Lord, but many
lack the reality of being poor in spirit. We need the Lord's mercy.
Don't hold onto old things. Allow yourself to be unloaded to receive the
new things, the things of the kingdom of the heavens. To be poor in spirit
is to be able to receive what the Lord would like to give to you - the
kingdom of the heavens. This is marvelous. The heavenly life rules in
those who are poor in spirit. Through such people the divine life operates,
generates, moves, and does things upon the earth. When we have this, we
have the reality of the kingdom of the heavens.
Whenever you feel full, that you know something, or that you have something,
then the Lord cannot rule over you with his heavenly, divine operation.
We brothers who minister sometimes have this experience. We like to think
about the good messages we have given. We remember how much the saints
were helped by us. As we do this, our experience of the kingdom disappears.
Everything else is still there. The message is still there, the teaching
is still there, the reaction you remember is still there, and seemingly
the help you rendered to the saints is still there. The only thing that
has disappeared from the kingdom of the heavens is you, because you removed
yourself from the life operation. This happened because you allowed this
thought to fill you and you became no longer poor in spirit.
To be poor in spirit is not something you have to obtain; it is an ability
you already possess. You know how to empty yourself just like our God
emptied Himself. The Lord Jesus was able to empty Himself to the extent
that He descended into humanity and even into death (Phil. 2:5-8). You
know, brothers, this is a virtue we need to exercise. Anytime you begin
to feel that you have some attainment, learn to warn yourself and seek
the Lord's mercy. Pray, "Lord, have mercy. I don't want to be full. I
desire to be poor in spirit. I have no time to count the blessings I have
rendered unto others. I only care to be empty in my spirit so that all
the time You might have a way to dispense more heavenly blessings into
me for Your church."
A Person Poor in Spirit is Open to the Lord and to the Body
If you are a person who is poor in spirit, spontaneously you will exercise
an openness towards others. This is a high virtue in the church life.
If we are not open, no one can help us. Our being open is necessary for
our being built up together.
In 2 Corinthians 3:18, Paul gave a word that highlights openness. "We
all with unveiled face." To have an unveiled face means to come to the
Lord's presence empty, not with a view to do certain things. If a person
comes to the Lord in such an empty way, he is able to behold and reflect
the Lord. This eventually brings in transformation. Too many times we
come to the Lord already knowing what it is we want, knowing what to pray,
or what it is we wish the Lord to do for us. How often do we come just
to behold and reflect Him? This is how to experience transformation through
the virtue of openness.
Such a person also experiences 2 Corinthians 6:11: "Our mouth is opened
to you, Corinthians; our heart is enlarged." Only the enlarged heart can
have an open mouth. An opened mouth speaks in a straightforward manner.
Such a person only speaks what is profitable to the other. We need to
be open for others to speak to us with a true word and an enlarged heart.
This is a secret to practicing the church life. Who can do this? Only
those who are empty and poor in spirit. We need to pray, "Lord, in the
church life, I want to be poor in spirit. I also would like to be so open
before You, so that I can reflect You. And I want to open to the brothers
to receive their help, so I might be able to help others also." This kind
of openness becomes the source of so much blessing in the church life.
Paul also says in 2 Corinthians 6:11, "You are not constricted in us,
but you are constricted in your inward parts." In the church life, you
will always see some who are narrow. But don't be bothered. We all have
to learn to be open and enlarged. If all present here now would practice
to be poor in spirit and to have an open mouth and an enlarged heart,
what a church life we would have!
Eventually Paul told the Corinthians he considered them fleshly, not spiritual.
To be fleshly is the opposite of being open. To be fleshly is to be subjective,
insistent, and selective. Therefore the Corinthians experienced a church
life full of controversy. They lacked the reality of an emptied spirit.
When we are not open, we are opaque. Something fleshly is filling us and
is frustrating the openness. Too often even in our meetings there is the
lack of the heavenly element because we are fleshly and opaque, rather
than poor in spirit and open to one another.
In all these things we surely need the Lord's mercy. We realize how crucial
it is to be a brother in the church life. We need to daily and even moment
by moment contact the divine life within us and allow the divine attributes
in this divine life to operate. Then as we function in the church life
with all these virtues, our exercise will be healthy and proper. May we
all learn to treasure these virtues and guard them against the enemy's
operation.
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