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Serving the Lord
by Taking Care of our Person in Life, Truth, and Operation
Introduction
In order to serve the Lord you must pay attention to your person. Your
person must be proper. This requires that you grow in life, come to have
a measure of maturity, and learn how to exercise according to that maturity.
Hebrews 5:14 says, "…solid food is for the full-grown, who because of
practice have their faculties exercised for discriminating between good
and evil." This is the meaning of becoming exercised according to your
level of maturity. It is not merely that you become busy; it means you
become a person full of feelings and leadings regarding the things with
which you are involved. To serve the Lord is not a simple matter. It is
not merely a matter of zeal or faithfulness. In order for you to be a
proper person to serve the Lord, you have to grow in life, truth, and
operation.
I. A Person Developed in Life
Growing unto Maturity and Exercising in Maturity
If you desire to serve the Lord and become a blessing to the Lord's testimony,
then first you must take care of life with its growth unto maturity. You
should become as Jacob, who became so mature in life that he could see
through what was natural. For example, he could see what was according
to God's arrangement when he blessed Joseph's two sons. Very few Christians
realize that their existence is for the purpose of growing unto maturity.
If you want to become a blessing to the Body of Christ, you must become
a person with maturity, and a person who exercises according to that maturity.
We must all grow to the extent that our faculties become keen due to maturity
and exercise. We have to become mature in life to the extent that we are
able to discern what is profitable from what is unprofitable. Then we
will be able to serve the church properly.
When you enter into this kind of exercised maturity, then if one person
comes to you and asks a certain thing you may say "No," while to another
you may say "Yes," and to yet another you may say, "The Lord must lead
you." To different instances of the same question, you may reply different
ways, for you are one who is exercised according to the maturity in life.
As an Exercised Person in Maturity, Paul Could Become All Things to
All Men
When the maturity in life develops, the ability for a proper and healthy
exercise also develops. For example, the apostle Paul was able to say
he became all things to all men (1 Cor. 9:22) because he was a mature
person, His maturity enabled him to exercise to the point that if he saw
a Jew, Paul came to him as a Jew, and if he saw a Gentile, Paul became
as a Gentile. When Paul saw a person without God he knew how to approach
such a person. If he saw a person who loved God, he also knew how to be
with that kind of person. He was not being hypocritical in any of these
situations; he just knew, because of his maturity in life, how to approach
any person for Christ. Because Paul was such a person he was sensitized
to each person's need and clear about how to proceed in every situation
for the gospel's sake.
To Function for the Body, We Must Function Organically According to
Our Measure of Maturity
God desires that we would function organically rather than mechanically.
Such an organic function of the Body is what the Lord is seeking to recover
in these days. The Lord has unveiled to us that we are here for the organic
Body of Christ. The Body as a divine organism is wholly a matter of life.
To become an operative and useful blessing to the Lord's Body, you need
to grow until you reach a measure of maturity. Then out of this maturity
you must develop a kind of exercise according to that maturity.
II. A Person Developed in Truth
Acquiring Truth, Gaining Facility with Truth, and Allowing the Truth to
Constitute Us
To serve properly in the church life you must be not only proper in life
but also equipped with truth. Furthermore, you must gain a facility with
the truth. Do you know the difference between merely acquiring the truth,
and having a facility with the truth? The truth you have acquired must
become readily available to you. You must become skillful with the truth
You must be able to apply it without effort. For instance, it is not enough
to know that there is a certain verse somewhere that says a certain thing.
You should be equipped so that you can tell a person exactly where a specific
verse is and what it says, and you can refer to other verses that are
related to it. You should be equipped to the point that you can find something
in the Bible when a person's need comes up. This requires that you become
so familiar with the truth that it becomes an integral part of you.
After you have equipped yourself and have become skilled with the truth,
you must also become constituted with the truth. Eventually the truth
must become who you are. The words that you speak should become your experience.
They should become what you enjoy, what you partake of, and what you are
burdened for. Sometimes when you see a brother give a message you realize
that the brother and the message are not together. You may see people
stand up and have no idea what they are talking about, but they will speak
as if it is real. This is because they are still in the stage of equipping.
But don't despise this stage! A person may not match what he shares, but
with the proper growth, the truth with which he equips himself will one
day become very useful.
For instance, suppose you are preparing an outline from the book of Hebrews.
You may not have the sense that you are truly connected to what you are
preparing, because you are still in the stage of equipping. Perhaps a
few verses may touch you. For instance, take Hebrew 10:25-26: "Not forsaking
the assembling of ourselves together…for if we sin willfully…." These
verses may have little effect on you, because you have no realization
that you are sinning if you miss the meetings. Eventually you may gain
some understanding of what these verses mean so that you can readily explain
them. That means you possess some facility with the truth in these verses.
However, you may still not have the feeling that you are sinning when
you intentionally miss a meeting, for the truth is not really in you.
Once this truth becomes constituted in you, however, you will no longer
be able to take your gathering together with other believers in a light
way.
Initially you have to equip yourself in the truth, then you have to become
proficient with it, and then eventually you must become constituted with
it. When you are in the stage of equipping, you come to the truth as an
object for your labor. In this stage there is no feeling involved; you
just want to know what is there, and you are satisfied to gain some understanding.
But eventually the truth you study should become a part of you. People
should not feel that you merely have the ability to explain what a verse
means. People should feel that this verse is related to you, for it has
become a part of your make-up. Your person, your being, has been impacted
by this verse. Then when the truth comes out of you it is operative, with
a kind of power and effectiveness. You are able to bring real light to
others through the truth that you impart.
For your entire life you should struggle for these three stages of laboring
into the truth. First, struggle to acquire the riches in the Word and
the ministry. Then, struggle to achieve facility with whatever truth you
have gained. Yet do not be satisfied if you are merely able to understand
and explain it. Realize that the truth you are equipped with must still
be constituted into you. You may know the portion of the word that says
we should be given to hospitality, for instance, but has this word worked
in you to the point that you yourself are given to hospitality? Don't
be satisfied if you merely have some facility with the truth. Allow the
truth to constitute you so that it becomes a part of you.
III. A Person Developed in Operation
Learning to Labor Humanly
If you desire to serve and to be a blessing to the Lord's testimony, then
you need to develop in operation. First of all, learn to operate as a
man. If you do not know how to operate as a man, God cannot do much with
you. Unfortunately, sometimes when a person loves the Lord he is no longer
able to be a human being. People who love the Lord can become overly spiritual,
talking and even walking in a peculiar fashion. It is a shame that many
who seek to be "spiritual" end up despising their humanity. If you want
to help the church and build up the church in your labor, the first and
most crucial thing is your humanity. You must learn to labor "humanly."
For instance, love is a human virtue. You must love others through your
humanity. Love will not come to others from the air. If you know how to
labor humanly, then others will have a way to identify with you. This
is crucial. Wherever you are, whether you are with an unbeliever, a new
brother, a companion, or in a corporate gathering, people should have
the feeling, "This person is a genuine human being."
Jesus Served among Men as a Man
When the Lord was on this earth, how did He serve? First of all, He served
humanly. The Lord could just have appeared on this earth as a thirty year
old. If He were asked where He was from, He would have said, "I am from
somewhere you cannot understand, but I am here with you now." Don't you
think the Lord could have still done a marvelous work on the earth? Why
would He have to go through all the stages of human development? Why couldn't
He have simply appeared, and performed a miracle by catching some fish
with coins in them, in order to impress and gain some disciples? Then
why couldn't He have had the disciples buy a mansion where they could
all live happily together, dispensing food miraculously to all the people
for three and a half years? If He had done this then His time on earth
would have been a pleasant excursion for Him, while He did the things
that God can do but that man cannot do. Wouldn't that have been sufficiently
wonderful? When the Lord came to serve, however, the first thing He had
to accomplish before beginning His service was to become a man and grow
as a man. Then after thirty years He began to operate. When He operated,
His divinity operated within a genuine, authentic humanity.
Jesus Touched People Primarily with His Humanity
When John the Baptist pointed to Jesus as the Lamb of God, two of those
who heard came to Jesus and asked Him, "Rabbi, Teacher, where are You
staying?" (John 1:35-39). That was a very human question. Do you think
that if two of us approached Jesus that we would ask this question? Perhaps
we would ask, "Jesus, John the Baptist said that you are the Lamb of God.
Would You please give us a message about what that means? We are from
the recovery, so we could use a message." If the two disciples began from
that angle, the human element would have been gone. The Lord may have
given them a word, and they would have likely gone home and forgotten
about it. But the Lord gained these disciples in a very human exercise.
When the two asked him, "Teacher, where are you staying?" He replied,
"Come and see." I do not know what He had to offer these two men to see.
It might have been poor and limited. But as He began to operate as a human
being, something divine came out. His approach was initially very human,
but He did not operate only with a fine, nice, decent humanity. Something
divine still came out. And this divinity was not "airy," or apart from
his humanity.
If you are merely "filled in Spirit," as many young brothers strive to
be when they serve, you may run over people and plow them under with your
supposed spirituality, feeling you have prevailed and conquered. But that
is not how the Lord operated. His operation was full of humanity. For
instance, when He told Zaccheus, who was in a tree, "Come down, for today
I must stay in your house" (Luke 19:5), that was very human, and it was
also very divine. This humanity with divinity was repeatedly revealed
as the Lord operated in His ministry.
Learn to Be with Others Humanly
As you visit others to serve them, don't try to take the Spirit with you.
Take this word in a proper way. Surely you need the Lords' presence. But
don't pray for any "power" or "authority" to go with you. Instead, be
a person who knows how to drink a cup of tea with people, and how to talk
with people according to where they really are. Then at the same time,
learn how to dispense God as life while you are with people in a human
way.
As We Learn to Operate Humanly, the Divine Operation will Come Forth
Our prayer should be, "Lord, as I serve You, I want to be a real human
being. Whoever I am with, the first thing I want to learn is to be human.
As I operate in a proper humanity, I believe that what is divine within
me will also operate. Lord, work with me so that I might become such a
life-dispensing person." We must see that our operation in the divine
life requires the operation of a proper humanity.
Ultimately, Our Operation Must Produce What is Good For the Building
Up of the Church
Third, and very importantly, our operation should produce something that
builds up the church. Often we are almost afraid when certain brothers
want to serve, for we realize they may kill more saints than they raise
up. And most seriously, those they do raise up may not be for the church.
The danger is that their labor would produce something other than the
church's building up. Therefore we need to learn how to labor "churchly."
If you desire to labor, you should labor in a local church. All brothers
who labor in a "floating" way, meaning without a home church, eventually
come into trouble. This is why I am rarely happy when I hear that a young
full-time brother has been invited by some locality to give a conference.
I fear eventually that such a gifted young full-timer will have no church
life, and thus will not develop in a healthy manner. We all need to be
grounded in a very real church life. I could travel much more than I do,
but I realize that I need also to be in a church life practically. Conferences
can help the church, but they cannot directly build the church. The churches
are built up through those who are operating very humanly, very divinely,
and very "churchly."
Every Ounce of Our Labor Must Become a Blessing to the Body
With this little talk you can realize that to labor in the church is by
no means a simple matter. If you do not know how to respect others and
exercise a proper humanity, you will not be able to dispense the divine
life to others. And if you do not know how to operate in and for the Body,
your spiritual operation can even cause problems. Every ounce of your
labor must ultimately have the Body in view, and every ounce of your labor
must become a blessing to the Body.
IV. Concluding Word
Whosoever desires to serve the Lord healthily and properly must pay attention
to these three things. To serve the Lord is not only a matter of desire.
Desire is surely valuable and precious. But you must realize that if you
truly want to serve in the church you must pay attention to the matters
of life, truth, and operation.
Pay Attention to Life
As to life, you must pay attention to growth, to maturity, and eventually
how to be exercised in your level of comparative maturity. The maturity
you gain must issue in a keen exercise. You can be a very mature brother,
but also very dull and dead! So you need to grow, you need to mature,
and you need to be exercised according to your level of maturity.
Pay Attention to Truth
You must learn to labor into the truth to the point that you are sufficiently
equipped with it. That is, you should be adept with the truth and possess
it with facility. Eventually you must become constituted with the truth.
The truth you have received must become an integral part of your person.
Pay Attention to Operation
Thirdly, your labor and operation must be with a proper humanity. I say
this very strongly. How do you present yourself? How do you dress? How
is your hair? You have to consider the conscience and perception of others.
Furthermore, without a fine and proper humanity your spiritual operation
will have no base. When the Lord was on the earth, His spiritual operation
had a fine and proper humanity as its base. Learn to visit people humanly.
Don't go to "get them" for the Lord's recovery. With the establishment
of a proper human relatedness, what is divine will begin to operate. All
you do, however, must have the Body as its goal. Your operation must produce
what is good for the building up of the church.
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