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Message
5:
The
Apostle Paul's Uplifted Humanity with Divinity in First Corinthians
- The Struggling
of our Serving Life
An Uplifted Humanity Necessary to Serve the Saints Living in their Self-Life,
which is Most Manifest in the Matter of Divisions
[Editor's Note: The original message handout is in bold print,
while the spoken message is in italics.]
What was the first sign that the church in Corinth was a degraded church?
It was the matter of divisions. The source of the divisions, and the source
of all the problems in Corinth, was the self-life. The self-life is also
the source of all our problems. When we were first saved, most of us were
saved selfishly. We believed in the Lord Jesus out of our own self-interest.
How many of us were saved because we cared so much about the Lord Himself?
But by the Lord's mercy, He still saved us. He didn't get angry because
our believing was so impure. Instead, He willingly came into us. But now
that we are saved the Lord desires us to come out of our self-life. The
problem is that we began our Christian life selfishly, and we continue
our Christian life selfishly. Even when we love the Lord, we love Him
selfishly. When we serve the Lord, we serve the Lord selfishly. The self-life
becomes the biggest frustration to the church life. What bothers us the
most in the local churches is the self-life of so many dear saints. A
brother may love the Lord and love the church, yet his self-life can still
operate very strongly. His self-life will eventually become a problem
to the church.
The first sign of self-life is division. We can also say that when
a church is divided, that very division is a sign of their first problem,
the self-life. Every "self" is in competition. For example,
when several brothers minister in a meeting together, some will feel they
did well, and some will be discouraged. They will compare themselves with
one another. This is the self-life. Every "self" desires to be
identified with a party, to belong to the right group, and to be secure
in a particular circle. When we are living by the self-life, we
desire to be with the right person. We like to say, "I am with so-and-so."
At the time Paul wrote to the Corinthians, if you were with James, the
leading elder in Jerusalem, that was glorious. If you were with Apollos,
it may not have been so glorious. Every "self" wants to belong to the
right group. Furthermore, every "self" desires to be secure in a particular
circle. When we are with certain brothers we feel very secure, because
we know how to be with them. If we can fellowship with a certain circle,
then we feel we are in a better position. Self-life is a source
of having things apart from Christ. When we are in our self-life,
it is easy to do spiritual things, yet do them apart from Christ.
Self-life is more fearful than improper living; while the latter drives
a person to Christ, the former seeks after self-exaltation with no improper
feeling. The self-life is "sugar-coated," so we don't realize how
bad it really is. An improper living easily makes us feel exposed and
drives us to Christ. For example, have we ever been mad with an older
brother, even to the point of yelling at him? When this happens, how do
we react? We know that it is wrong. We pray, "Lord, have mercy. Cleanse
me with Your blood. This is something so ugly." An improper living always
drives us to Christ. But our self-life seeks after self-exaltation with
no improper feeling. When we live improperly we know there is nothing
to be proud of. We would never testify, "Praise the Lord! I lost my temper!"
Instead we would repent and ask for the Lord's forgiveness. But when we
receive a complement, whether it is true or not, then we abide in our
self. We consider our local church so lucky to have us. This is not a
small thing. The self-life is always waiting to appear.
Division comes from the self-life. We shouldn't be so quick to point at
Corinth and judge them for being divided. Division is in us. No one in
their self-life can avoid looking for a group or a party in which they
can feel secure. To be divided is even somewhat normal. This is why Paul
said, "For there must even be parties among you, that those who are approved
may become manifest among you" (1 Cor. 11:19). When we say, "The church
in Corinth was so divided!" we must remember that division is in us also.
Anyone who serves the saints must first learn how to take care of those
who are so desirous, yet live in themselves. When we take care
of the church, we shouldn't say, "Oh, this brother did something improper!"
Yes, there are problems in the church, but we must first learn to help
the saints come out of their self-life. We must help the saints learn
to live according to Christ.
To understand the self we need to see a picture of who we are. We are
just a big "I." This "I" is also the old man. The old man is the degraded,
fallen man. Our life is the soul-life. We often live a life in our soul,
which is why the Lord says that we must forsake our soul-life. This whole
picture is called "the flesh." We are just flesh. We should not consider
the flesh only as something very bad. The flesh can actually be lived
out in three ways. The first way is the self. The second way is the natural
man. The third way is corruption. All of these three items come out from
the same flesh. Sometimes in the morning we are praying so much in our
spirit, then all of a sudden our self comes out. This means that our opinion,
our view, or our struggling for something comes out. These are examples
of the self. Or our natural man comes out, which is our ability. And sometimes
even the corruption comes out, which is the sin that abides in the flesh.
This is who we are. We are a big "I." We are also the old man, which has
been crucified. Our life is the soul-life, which needs to be forsaken.
When we put all of these thing together we get the flesh. We are just
flesh. When the flesh operates with ideas and opinions, it is our self.
When the flesh operates with capability and talent, that is our natural
man. When the flesh operates in corruption, it is the sin which abides
in the flesh being manifested. So when we talk about the self, we are
also dealing with the "I," the old man, and the soul-life in the flesh.
The self is not a simple thing.
The first trap to the church in Corinth was the dear one's self-life in
their flesh, which brought them to the point that they boasted in men,
the spiritual men, the great servants of God. Why did they boast
in men? Because their self was seeking something honorable. They wanted
to feel elevated. In the church life it is very normal for brothers to
boast that they just had good fellowship with a certain elder. It makes
them feel glorious. They like to be identified with certain brothers.
Again, we shouldn't just point the finger at Corinth. This is also within
us. It is too easy for us to boast in spiritual men. The Corinthians
were distracted by the glowing, glamorous operations of these great servants.
Such operations were intended to lead them to Christ, yet the saints in
Corinth were void of Christ, improperly appreciating those great spiritual
men. Alas, what a tragedy! To say "I am of so-and-so" is a very
serious thing. The existence of those great servants of the Lord was to
bring the believers to Christ. It is the same today with those who serve
the Lord - their purpose is to bring us to Christ. The problem is it is
easy for us to bypass Christ and attach ourselves to spiritual man.
The same story has been repeated again and again throughout church history.
While the great servants of the Lord have struggled to present the believers
full-grown in Christ to God, the saints have tended to refuse the growth,
ignore Christ, bypass God and His precious will, and turn to be followers
of those great spiritual men. It is easy for us to desire to say,
"I have a 'hot-line' to a leading brother. He's the one who told me to
do this." Then the other saints would feel intimidated. That is terrible.
If there are leading brothers or spiritual men, what are they here for?
They are here to bring us to Christ. We should not bypass Christ. We should
not become followers of men and at the same time be void of Christ. Listen,
how dreadful is this: "I am of Paul and I of Apollos, and I of Cephas"
or "I am of John Nelson Darby" or "I am of T. Austin-Sparks." While the
ministries of these servants are for the saints to grow with the growth
of God, the saints declare that they are of that ministry. For
example, if we meet some saints from a different locality and they ask
us where we are from, it may be normal for them to identify us with a
certain leading one. They may say, "Oh, brother so-and-so serves you."
How would we answer them? We should say, "I am very thankful for that
brother, but actually it is the Lord who serves us."
It is even more tragic when some, realizing that being "unto," "of," or
"for" a particular ministry is wrong, declare, "We are of Christ."
Why would we declare such a thing? What a self-life this
is! The declaration "I am of Christ" is wrong, just as the declaration
"I am of Paul" is wrong. The Body of Christ expressed in localities and
composed of every genuine believer despises these declarations. We
should consider this in a practical way. How many saints are in the church
in Cleveland? It is actually composed of a great number. We don't know
for sure, but perhaps it is 100,000 saints. Some of them may say "I am
of the Baptists." This is almost the same as saying "I am of Paul," except
it is more serious to say "I am of the Baptists" because it is even more
exclusive. Other saints may say, "I am of the Methodists," or "I am of
the Presbyterians," or "I am of the Pentecostals." Eventually the whole
city has all kinds of divisions. Then do some saints in Cleveland have
the right to say, "You are of all those groups, but we are of Christ"?
That is how "The Church of Christ" came into existence. We have no right
to declare, "We are of Christ!" because by declaring it we divide ourselves
from these other saints. Suppose we meet a dear brother who is with the
Baptists. There is no problem between us. If he says, "I am of the Baptists,"
it becomes a problem. But if we say, "You are of the Baptists, but I am
of Christ!" then we ourselves become divisive.
Many times we create the problem. Suppose we meet a believer on an airplane.
We find out he is a Christian, and then we ask, "What denomination do
you go to?" Do we realize that this is a sinful question? We should not
ask this. If he is a Christian we have to say, "I'm a Christian too! Praise
the Lord!" That is the base of our fellowship. Our fellowship is not,
"You are of your denomination, but I am of Christ." No, we all are of
Christ! We have no right to ask people what denomination they go to. When
we ask that question we make ourselves divided. Of course, it is normal
as we fellowship to find out where he meets. Even if we don't ask, he
may say to us, "I am a Baptist." But when we find that out, do we treat
him as a "Baptist" brother, or simply as a brother in Christ? If we say,
"Oh, now you have told me you are a Baptist - you are in division," then
we are in division too.
In the sight of God there are no Baptists, there are only Christians.
In the sight of God, the 100,000 Christians in Cleveland are one Body
as the church in Cleveland. If someone asks us, "How many saints are in
the church in Cleveland?" our answer should be, "I don't know. My guess
is about 100,000." If they say, "You have so many?" we should reply, "Well,
only several hundred come together." "Then where are the rest?" "They
all go to where they like. What can we do? But we are very open to every
one of them." If we don't have this spirit then we are in our religious
self, just like the saints in Corinth. We shouldn't say to someone, "You
are a Baptist? You are wrong! Only we are right, because we are of Christ!"
Aren't they also of Christ? Even though they say they are Baptist, they
are still of Christ.
From the very beginning the apostle Paul handled this in a much broader
way than we have realized. Some Corinthians said, "I am of Paul," "I am
of Apollos," and "I am of Cephas." But others among them said, "You are
of men, but I am of Christ!" Paul would still say to the last group, "Has
Christ been divided? Who gave you the right to say that only you are of
Christ?" To declare "I am of Christ" is wrong, just as to declare "I am
of Paul" is wrong. Both declarations are from the self-life. Every Christian
is of Christ, but the self-life always rejects this realization. Even
when we say, "I meet with the local churches," we can be in division.
This is not an easy matter. Many times when we declare "the Body of Christ,"
if we are not careful we are promoting an institution. When we declare
"the local churches," if we are not careful we may be promoting a denomination.
We must remember that every dear believer in Cleveland is part of the
church in Cleveland. Every Christian we meet is part of the Body of Christ.
If we learn to deny our self-life we will have no divisive feeling when
we meet other Christians. Of course, we know from experience that usually
our fellowship with Christians in denominations will become frustrated
sooner or later. But we should not be those who bring in frustration.
We should not say to a brother, "Since you are a Baptist I know that our
fellowship will be hindered, so we may as well stop now." We should still
fellowship with him as the Lord so leads. We still have to be very open
to him. We still have to share the Christ we have with him, and let him
minister the Christ he has to us. Hopefully in our fellowship there would
be nothing brought in which would cause divisiveness. When someone in
Corinth said "I am of Paul," in the sight of God was he of Paul? He was
still a child of God. When a brother today says he is a Baptist, in the
sight of God is he a Baptist? He is still a child of God. Every genuine
believer in Cleveland is in the church in Cleveland.
Any declaration that excludes any member of the Body is improper.
We cannot have any declarations. To say "we are of Christ" is wrong.
At the same time it is proper for us to say that we are the church in
Cleveland. We know that to consider the church in Cleveland as just the
physical meeting hall is terrible. But if we consider the church in Cleveland
to be a few hundred people, that is also terrible. The church in Cleveland
is the testimony of the Lord in Cleveland, composed of perhaps 100,000
saints. How many come together? A few hundred. Is there anything wrong
with this? There is nothing wrong. We shouldn't treat other believers
differently because they don't meet with us. Neither should we exclude
them. However, we should still realize, "We need to meet together on the
proper ground." There are many thousands of believers in this city, and
a few are meeting as the church here. But we never exclude anyone. We
never cut anyone off. We receive every believer. Again, to say that we
are of Christ is to become divisive. It is from the self-life. Any
stand that becomes specific is improper. How good is the apostle Paul's
answer, "Is Christ divided?" Cleveland may have so many divisions
among the Christians, but Paul would ask, "Is Christ divided?" The answer
is no. Many Christians divide themselves. We are not responsible, and
we cannot help this. But Christ is not divided. For sure Christ
is both theirs and ours, for which we are thankful. It doesn't matter
what we declare, we are all of Christ.
Since it is a fact that we are all of Christ, why declare something else?
Why not only take the fact? This is our self-life. But we still
like to do it. We like to belong, to associate, to have something
materialistic that we can boast in. In turn there are strifes and divisions.
Paul's Appreciation and Expectation toward the Saints in Corinth
How did Paul respond to this manifestation of the self-life in Corinth?
Paul deeply appreciated the saints in Corinth according to
Christ. Their condition was terrible, yet Paul appreciated them.
He was thankful to God always concerning them, not based on
their situation but based on the grace of God. This was Paul's
own statement. Even though they were abusive in their utterance
and knowledge, Paul was appreciative of their being enriched in Christ.
The Corinthians had utterance and knowledge, but they became abusive
with it. They boasted in these things, even though so much of what they
knew was just doctrinal and without life. But Paul was still thankful
that they were being enriched in Christ. Many believers speak very spiritual
things, but what they speak is doctrinal. Doctrine kills. To speak something
without the Spirit doesn't give life. If we meet a brother who has memorized
so many doctrinal points, but doesn't give life, how would we react? We
might think, "He can only speak slogans. He doesn't even have to use his
mind." But another way of looking at it is to say, "Isn't it marvelous
that he knows all of these things? He is enriched in Christ." Although
the Corinthians were so doctrinal, Paul was thankful that they were being
enriched in Christ. We should be as big, and as broad, as Paul was.
Even though inwardly they were a mess, Paul was thankful that the testimony
of Christ was confirmed in them. Even though they were indulgent in their
gift, Paul saw that the initial gift in life eventually would lead to
the revelation of our Lord Jesus Christ - His second coming. The
Corinthians were abusing the gift of tongue-speaking, even to the point
that Paul had to tell them to do things in order. Yet while they were
so messy, Paul would say that this initial give would eventually lead
to the second coming of Christ.
Paul was assured that the faithful God would eventually lead these saints
into the full participation of the fellowship of His Son, Jesus Christ.
What a high spiritual understanding! What a high realization! What an
outstanding exercise. Many times we are almost possessed by negative
things. We look at the saints and think, "Why aren't they zealous?" Some
saints have been in the church life many years. They used to be quick,
but now they are slow. They used to be so burning, but now they are somewhat
lukewarm. But there are different ways to think about this. One way is,
"They are all inoperative. They are all dead. It is a hopeless situation."
But another way to look at it is to say, "Isn't that marvelous? After
so many years, these saints are still faithful in the Lord's recovery.
They are still faithful in the church life. Praise the Lord for this!"
If we do not know how to appreciate the saints, eventually not even one
brother will make us happy. Everyone has their limitations. But we also
need to learn that all the brothers have their loveliness.
Paul's Admonition in an Uplifted Humanity
The church in Corinth needed to be rebuked, scolded, even seriously judged,
because as a local church they had become divided out of their self-life.
Yet Paul's exercise was so gracious in his uplifted humanity issuing out
of the constituted divine attributes. He became such a person filled with
the wrath of righteousness, yet he expressed only loving-kindness. He
presented to them himself, the marvelous work of Christ, the riches of
his ministry, and the healthy existence of a local church. He also presented
to them his life-giving labor in faithfulness and in loving-kindness.
All of these points are explained in the following paragraphs. We should
especially pay attention to the sentence, "He became such a person
filled with the wrath of righteousness, yet he expressed only loving-kindness."
In this epistle Paul was upset, and many times he made hard statements.
Yet he expressed only loving-kindness. Sometimes he was hard on the saints,
but quickly there was a humanity behind it so that the saints had the
ability to take it.
-By Beseeching-
He begins with "I beseech you, brothers... that you all speak the same
thing." What a beginning, a beginning of love and gentleness in an uplifted
humanity. His word indicated that he partook of their growing pains. Paul,
with his maturity, partook of their agonizing mistakes. How sweet is this:
no scolding, no rebuking, no judging, but a beseeching with full understanding.
How sweet and how Christ-like is such a serving life. When the saints
are caught in their self, we become part of it and grow with them, accompanying
them as they go through the growing pains. This is the secret of serving.
This is the secret of producing anything that has eternal value.
For Paul to beseech the Corinthians means that he was part of them. Paul
could say, "I know that as you grow, it is normal for you to have problems.
But I am not above you. I partake of your growing pains. I partake of
your mistakes." Many times older ones are quick to correct young ones.
On one hand we may need to tell younger saints when something is improper,
but we must partake of their growing pains. Parents often experience this
when their kids go through a hard period of growth. Sometimes they just
need a shoulder which they can cry on. We might think what they are going
through is not so difficult, but it is to them. We are tempted to say,
"Why are you bothered by this? You aren't even facing real life yet. The
life that is ahead of you is much harder than this. Don't be so bothered."
But we can't say this. We just have to be with them, hug them, and let
them cry until they feel they are relieved. In principle this is also
true of raising up the saints in the church life.
We should consider, did the Corinthians really desire to be divided? No.
They just desired to be secure. They were trying to find their place and
their importance. They were seeking something to boast in. To them it
was not a small thing to say that they were of Paul or of Apollos, and
it was not a small thing for others to say they were of Christ. It meant
something to them. So Paul said to them, "I beseech you." This means,
"I know how you feel. I beseech you that you all speak the same thing.
I partake of your growing pains."
We need to realize that every brother is going to make a lot of mistakes,
especially the young ones. The ones who are bright and talented are going
to make the most mistakes. If we are serving them, we should always provide
a shoulder for them to cry on. We have to grow up with them. Young ones
should even be given the opportunity to make big mistakes, because that
is how they learn. There is nothing wrong with making mistakes, but there
is something wrong when the young ones make mistakes but have no shoulder
to cry on. They are in distress, they are in disappointment, but there
is no older one's shoulder they can rely on. This is the reason many young
ones in the church life don't grow properly, because they can't find an
older one's shoulder. We need to see Paul's exercise with the Corinthians.
He said, "I beseech you, brothers, that you all speak the same thing."
He had a lot more to say about the problems, but he began by entering
into their situation and coming to where they were. He didn't say, "I
command you," but "I beseech you." He was saying, "I know where you are.
I know how you feel. Please understand me. My shoulder is here with you."
If we don't have this attitude, then those we serve can never be raised
up properly.
-By Presenting his Operation-
Paul reminded them that when he announced the gospel he did not use wisdom
of speech, but rather the word of the cross, as it is the power of God.
Paul didn't go to Corinth as if he knew what to do. He
preached only Christ crucified as He is the power of God and the wisdom
of God. In other words Paul's preaching was very focused. He didn't
come to the Corinthians with great speeches. He was not like a professor.
His main burden was to minister Christ, the one crucified, to the Corinthians.
Paul's word to them became the word of the cross. Out of the word of the
cross came three things - righteousness, sanctification, and redemption.
He further reminded them that of God they are in Christ Jesus and
that this very Christ has become to them from God righteousness, sanctification,
and redemption. Righteousness is for our past, sanctification is
for our present, and the redemption of our body is for our future.
-By Presenting his Ministry- Paul determined to know nothing
among the Corinthians except Jesus Christ and Him crucified. It
seems that Paul was too spiritual. When he served, didn't he have any
sort of plan? Paul said, "For I did not determine to know anything among
you except Jesus Christ, and this One crucified" (1 Cor. 2:2). How do
we apply this? We may have a lot of plans in our serving life. Should
we just give them up, so that we can only know Christ, and this One crucified?
We might ask Paul, "If you only knew Christ, then how did you decide to
go to Corinth? Who told you to go? If you didn't have a plan, then how
did you decide your route?" There is nothing wrong with a plan if it is
firmly attached to Christ. There is nothing wrong with a plan if its execution
is in the principle of the cross. We should be able to say, "I have a
plan. I have spent so much time in prayer. I have had so much consideration
in the Lord's presence. I have been abiding in Christ. He has burdened
me and charged me. I feel I have His leading to go in this direction."
This is right. But if we say, "Let's do the work! Let's labor on the campus!"
then that is a mistake. We do need a plan in our serving. However, a plan
can be of Christ, and a plan can be of man. What we plan to labor, is
it out of our bright mentality, or is it out of Christ? Do we have a burden
and a leading from the Lord? That is what counts.
Many times we are too spiritual and theoretical. We think, "We shouldn't
do a thing. We'll just wait for the Lord's leading." Then many times we
are the opposite. We become so fleshly. "We are going to do it! Let's
take over the campus!" We need Paul's realization: "When I came among
you I knew nothing but Christ and Him crucified. I only knew Christ. I
only knew the cross." Paul could say, "I operate according to Christ.
I behave according to the principle of the cross." We need Christ to generate
the leading and operation in our serving life, and then we must carry
out this operation in the principle of the cross. We should always ask
ourselves, "Am I following Christ? And am I putting myself to death?"
This takes us beyond the matter of encouragement or discouragement in
our serving life. If someone asks us, "Are you encouraged or discouraged,"
we should answer, "Neither." A person on the cross does not live by such
a feeling. We should not live by encouragement or discouragement, because
that is the self-life. Instead we should ask the Lord, "Lord, do I know
You? Lord, am I on the cross more than before? Am I still so concerned
about counting fruit, or am I putting myself in the place of death?" That
is where we have the real effectiveness in our serving. We don't care
if we are successful, and we don't care if we are defeated. We don't even
care if we are fruitful or fruitless. We are thankful for everything that
comes from God, because we know nothing but Christ and Him crucified.
This is the secret of serving. Christ becomes the operating drive within
us, and the cross becomes our practical application. Our responsibility
is not the bearing of fruit. Our responsibility is to abide in the will
of God. Paul was such a person. This is why he could be so strong: "I
did not determine to know anything among you except Jesus Christ, and
this One crucified."
He didn't go to them as if the almighty God had sent him, neither did
he go with all the riches in his education and biblical knowledge.
Paul didn't say, "Here I come!" If Paul wanted to subdue people he
only needed to use a few Greek words to impress them. But he didn't do
this. He didn't go to them with his glorious visions and revelations
and neither did he go with all his heavenly, spiritual, and mysterious
experiences. He had all these things. It is hard for us to believe
that there is such a man as Paul. He is so rich. But even still, he didn't
go to them in such a way. Rather, he testified, "I was with you
in weakness and in fear and in much trembling." This verse shows
us the cross. We might ask, "What was Paul in trembling? He had nothing
to tremble about, because the Lord had sent him." Yet Paul was in weakness,
fear, and much trembling because he was afraid that he could not be fully
in the operation of God. He was a real God-man, a mature God-man.
He had been equipped with all spiritual riches and experiences. He could
have easily, in Christ, done a marvelous work. Why should he be in weakness,
in fear, and in much trembling? Where did these sensations come from?
Why should he even have these feelings? We can only say that
this was an uplifted humanity produced out of the rich, divine attributes.
When the divine attributes are so rich in us, they don't give us the guarantee
of success. Rather they cause us to become very much afraid. We become
fearful and tell the Lord, "Lord, I'm afraid I might do things apart from
you." The very strength of God as a divine attribute turned within
him into weakness. When we enjoy God's strength, we realize, "Lord,
if for one minute I depart from Your presence, I become nothing." This
means we become weak. We no longer live according to our natural life,
but according to the divine attributes. The very victory of Christ
as a divine attribute turned within him into fear. Because the
Lord is so victorious, we are in fear. We are afraid that we might shame
the Lord's victory. We know and have experienced that Christ is the victorious
one, yet we are so aware that we can shame the Lord's victory. So we tell
the Lord, "Lord, have mercy on me that Your victory would not be frustrated
by my self-life. The very resurrection as a divine attribute turned
within him into much trembling. Eventually he declared, "my speech and
my proclamation were not in persuasive words of wisdom, but in
demonstration of the Spirit and in power." Because we are in fear,
in weakness and in trembling we cannot use persuasive words of wisdom.
If we can use our own persuasive words we don't need God. We can depart
from Him and do it ourselves. But when we are so much one with Christ,
to the point where we only know Christ, then this becomes our reality.
This is the high and profound experience of the apostle Paul, but it should
also be our experience. What an uplifted humanity! What
a godly exercise!
The apostle's ministry does speak God's wisdom in a mystery to those who
are full-grown. He declared that to him and other apostles God has revealed
such things through the Spirit. In his ministry to them Paul didn't
share with them as if they were full-grown. He testified that "the
Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God." Here is a simple
presentation, not even with exposition. In other words Paul never
explained this phrase beyond simply stating it: "The Spirit searches all
things, even the depths of God." By this he denied himself; he
put all his labor underneath the work of the Spirit. When Paul
was confronting a congregation with all kinds of people, he recognized
that there were many things beyond man's understanding. Paul's attitude
was, "The Spirit searches even the depths of God. What can I do?" How
sweet is this - there are the depths of God, yet it is the Spirit who
searches. Men, including the apostles, can only be receivers. Even
Paul himself was a receiver.
We have to realize that when a brother is ministering, it is really the
Spirit who is ministering. If a brother who is ministering thinks he can
just use his own words, he is no longer in fear, in weakness, and in trembling.
Consider the great variety of so many saints. Some are old, some are young,
some are barely saved, some are educated, some are from different countries,
some have peculiar dispositions. In ministering to such a variety of brothers
and sisters, how can a ministering brother trust in his own words? It
is only the Spirit that counts. It is the Spirit who searches all things,
even the depths of God. What does God desire? What does He really want
to do? What is in His heart? How does He want to operate? Only the Spirit
knows. So when a brother ministers, he must realize, "I am on the cross.
I am putting myself in the place of death." He shouldn't have the feeling,
"Listen to me! I know the answer!" Instead, his speaking is dependent
on the Lord's mercy.
Furthermore, not only those hearing receive something, but even the ministering
brother receives something. If after a brother shares, he thinks, "Hallelujah!
I got my burden released!" then there is something wrong. Who can meet
the needs of all the saints? Only a fool would say, "I can." A spiritual
man would say, "Lord, I'm in fear and trembling. I know that the Spirit
searches all things, even the depths of God. My place is only to die.
Only You can meet all of these needs." Then even the speaker becomes a
receiver. How human is this spiritual man. How deep is this apostle
in the depths of God.
Furthermore, he testified that his ministry concerned the things of God,
which are only known by the Spirit of God. Without the Spirit,
no one can know the things of God. He had them, he possessed them,
he was rich in them, yet in the uplifted humanity, he also had full realization
that they were given to him by God graciously. Paul could say,
"I have all these riches, but they are not for me to boast. It is by God's
grace that I have received all of this." How different is
this from the fleshly declaration, "I am of Paul." Eventually, Paul had
to testify that the spiritual man discerns all things, but he himself
is discerned by no man and that he had the mind of Christ. What
does the spiritual man discern? The mind of Christ. What is the mind of
Christ? The economy of God. We know that our God is triune. He is one
God, with three "supports." We usually focus on the "supports," but we
don't see God. There is God the Father as the source, there is God the
Son as the course, and there is God the Spirit as the flow. Then who is
Christ? Christ is the totality of the Triune God. We cannot separate the
Trine God. When we begin to enjoy the Son, we enjoy the totality of the
Triune God. That is why we say, "Enjoy Christ," because there is only
one God, and the totality of this one God is Christ.
Here Paul says that the spiritual man discerns all things but he himself
is discerned by no man. We like this verse because it makes the spiritual
person mysterious: "You can't discern me, but I can discern you." It doesn't
mean this. A spiritual man discerns all things because he has the mind
of Christ. This Christ is the totality of the Triune God in His economy.
That is why the Bible refers to the "Savior God" (1 Tim. 2:3). We usually
say that the Lord Jesus is our Savior, but the Bible tells us that God
is our Savior. When we enjoy this very Christ, we receive the entire Triune
God as the source, as the course, and as the flow, with His economy. A
spiritual man discerns all things because in the universe there is really
only one thing: God's economy. A spiritual man only cares for God's economy.
Because he looks at everything according to God's economy, he discerns
all things. What a realm - the realm of being a spiritual man,
the realm of having the mind of Christ. What an exercise - no mocking,
no despising, no bragging, no boasting, but a simple presentation of a
genuine constitution and of a deep truth.
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